Wednesday April 13 2011- Day 100

I try to work out going to see him this weekend but all the flights there are booked up. I let him know and he suggests that he come up here. OMG!? Did he really just suggest that? We have been seeing each other for 2 years and he has never once suggested it. I say yes that would be great. I tell him I'll send him the buddy pass but it should be easier for him to get here then me to get there..we'll see what happens. I dont believe anyone til I actually see them. The mere suggestion is progress though. I havent been eating right in days so I make a point to actually eat some cereal at breakfast and a salad at lunch. Neither stay down long but at least my appetite is starting to return. I am tired by the end of the workday so I get home and shower and lay in the bed. I dont cook dinner I decide to just eat a bowl of cereal. I take the percocet shortly afterwards and doze off til sometime around 11. I wake up take some motrin pm and sleep supplements and go back to sleep. I still wake up around 2 and text him for a couple of hours til I can finally fall back to sleep.