Friday March 11 2011- Day 67

So glad this damn week is over. I swear the week when chemo is on Thurs and Fri and I'm off on Mon recovering is so much easier than doing a full week. This week has been so exhausting both emotionally and physically. Today no matter how much my heart hurts I'm determined not to let it get the best of me. It's not easy though. I decide to make myself look real cute so at least if I look good physically I could make myself feel better that way. I put on a new outfit and I get my co-worker to trim up my wig nice so that when I stand in the mirror I look really cute. I try to use how I look as a way to boost my spirit. It works a little. I snap a couple of photos and post them on my facebook page. I'm doing this partially because I want someone to see them and want them to know despite the fact that they let me down I'm going to be ok. A friend of mine from Cali is in town so I text her about coming past to see her after I get off work and she says sure. I get off work and 1 of my co-workers has taken my keys home with them so now unfortunately I'm locked out and going straight home isnt even an option. I text my friend and she doesnt answer so I head home and decide I'll just go get my nails done instead. Before I get all the way home though my friend calls and I jump in a cab and go visit her at her hotel. She and I go to dinner and hang out and then I head home around 10. I get home and tell my roommate about my co-worker having my key and that I'll have to spend all weekend trying to work around his schedule. Ugh. He doesnt have a lot of plans but fortunately he just found out he got approved for Zipcar so renting a car over the weekend is an option. Cool. I have a friend coming to town from NJ the next day so I know I plan to spend part of the day with her. The Jamaican food I ate with my Cali friend makes me very sick so I spend part of the night up ill. Sigh. I look forward to the days of being able to eat normal again.