Friday March 4 2011- Day 60

Damn it's already been 2 mos now. I cant imagine having ever had to face this battle at all and now I'm 2 months in it. I wake up with back pain as usual. I am low on my cookies and brownies. Miguel and I have scheduled a shoot tonight. Actually we scheduled it for Wed but the model ended up being busy which because I was so sick this past time was best for me anyway. No way I couldve gotten through a shoot that night. So I know I hafta rest as much as possible so I can get through a shoot that evening. I sleep til around 5 pm and get up and head down to the hotel. Miguel and I go up and do a quick shoot with the model who I talk to about my cancer and my treatment. She is amazed at my spirit. I share some cookies and brownies with her which she appreciates. I am glad we get the shoot done but I know as soon as I get home I'm going to collapse in the bed. I am tired and I need to rest so bad. I pop a brownie eat a little and fall to a semi restful sleep.