Monday March 7 2011- Day 63

I wake up after nearly a full day of sleeping off and on all day feeling better. Not 100% mind you..that's days away yet. But I feel better enough that I can function on some level. I decide to go to work. Since my days were thrown off by having chemo on Wed instead of Thurs I've already had my usual 3 days off so best if I just go in and make it a full week. I get dressed and go to work. All hell breaks lose when I arrive cuz my phone coverage had fallen apart while I was out and everyone is upset. Ugh..I wasnt here and I cant plan for every frickin emergency but hey whatever. If I'm worried about my job security stupidness like this ensures that it's not an issue. I have an ok morning..lunch time comes and I hafta take a nap cuz my body is still very fatigued. I doze for a little while get up eat some cup o noodles and finish out my day. I have a weird crazing for ice cream when I get home which I eat and makes me sick as a dog that night so I hafta try to curtail these strange cravings as much as I can during chemo week since they're gonna make me sick anyway. I doze off and wake up to watch my favorite show before downing a bunch of sleep meds (alteril, motrin pm, melatonin) trying to get a grasp of that elusive monster sleep. Takes over an hour or so before I finally fall out. But I'm back up at 3 am wide awake. Ugh. Damnit.