Tuesday March 15 2011- Day 71

Cant say that this is an eventful day. I feel better so I go into work. I have a good workout at lunch time..manage to do a full 20 mins without getting tired. I have a normal dinner that night..well ok I eat my usual cup o noodles and drink juice but I'm able to eat and keep it down which is always a plus for me. The State of Maryland has refunded the overpayment of my taxes they received and today is payday so I have a nice amount of $ in my account. I use it to replace a necklace I broke and buy a pair of hoop earrings. There isnt alot I want. My birthday is 5 days away but my mind is more focused on getting to my final chemo treatment. 9 more days until that happens. I miss someone very much..I try not to talk to them but breakdown when he keeps texting me and sends me a note on facebook. I wish I could get over him but I know he'll never allow that to happen. I wish he would grow the hell up and be the man I need but I know he wont do that either. The heart wants what the heart wants and I wish it didnt want him but it does. My life is too complicated right now for this.