Wednesday March 16 2011- Day 72

Another boring workday but I do get an even better workout in..I manage to get 23 mins in. I'm trying hard to build up my time. I wish I didnt have to start over after each treatment but oh well. It's almost over and I cant wait to get back to training. This cold is annoying the hell out of me. The lack of nose hair means my nose constantly runs and I have a dry cough this is beyond irritating. I found out from my sister-in-law that my brother is sick too. I'm hoping it's nothing serious. I still want to see his family this weekend for my birthday. Spending time with Tati is the 1 thing I want the most. I dont care about anything else. If I go out that's cool, but if not just getting to spend time with her is enough. Tati, Robbie, Osiris, Mady and LeaLea are the babies I love the most and that make me smile everytime I get new photos of them. I get home that night from work and decide to cook dinner. No offense to the makers of Cup O Noodles but it's only so much of that crap you can eat. In the middle of cooking dinner he calls me. At first I want to ignore it but I want to hear his voice. We talk..small talk..nothing major. After a few minutes he gets off the phone. I'm hoping I will hear from him again that night but I dont. I hate that I still want him. I hate that I miss the sound of his voice or that despite it all I still want to see him. I eat dinner and I lay down early. The combination of a good meal and a good workout leaves me tired so I sleep broken but good through the night.