Sunday March 6 2011- Day 62

Sunday is a horrible weather day. It is rainy and miserable all day. The terrible weather seems to make for a torturous recovery day. I am in pain sick nauseous feverish all day. Pain pills, cookies, nausea meds, nothing helps. I am miserable sore sad sick suffering all day. Everyone asks me if I'm going to go to work the next day. I cant imagine being able to get off the bed the next minute let alone what the hell I'm going to do the next day. I cook dinner but after I eat I dont feel better. I keep popping meds til I can barely fall into a broken sleep. Damn this chemo bs!