Today was the most relaxed day of the week for me. I spoke with a couple of family members and friends via text and calls but mostly I relaxed in bed sleeping and watching football. I text the guy I've been seeing (the reason I'm not saying his name is cuz right now til he earns it he doesnt deserve his name mentioned) and just let him know that I need his love more than anything right now and if he cannot step up and do that then we wont survive this together. I would've been scared to say that before, but I'm ok with that now cuz that's how I honestly feel. I told him I will just pray and left it at that. I didnt hear back from him again so who knows. I text both my sister-in-laws and let them know I love them both very much. I love both my sister-in-laws. To me they are my sisters. If I had gone out and hand picked 2 women for my brothers to marry I couldnt have done better for them. May is sweet and quiet, hardworking and very loving. She has been married to my brother James for 11 years and through everything they love each other dearly. Carla is deeply spiritual, sweet, calming, peaceful, extremely loving and caring. She has been married to my brother Robert for over 1 year and the sense of calm tranquility she brings to his life makes me smile. I see them like I see my own blood family. I wanted to remind them of that today so I text them both and they both replied.
I have a touch of a cold. I think being back and forth in the hospital all week being exposed to all those yucky germs in the hospital is what caused it. I will have to fight it off or they wont let me start chemotherapy on Thurs. I have been resting and sleeping alot to try to help feel better. Sleep has always been one of my favorite activities so I enjoy sleeping alot. On weekends it has become my favorite thing to do. I have a feeling I will be doing it alot more coming up. Guess we'll see on that.
All in all it was just a quiet peaceful Sunday. It may be my last for awhile so I'm glad I got to just lay around and enjoy it.
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